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WHHYYYYYY?!?!

HOW CAN THE WORLD DO THIS TO ME?

HOW CAN ADAM LAMBERT BE IN THE BOTTOM TWO OF AMERICAN IDOL?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

NO LOGIC WHATSOEVER!

thank GOD he's safe. he has to win this competition.

stupid Americans!!!

;)

SUAN LI! :p

c'mon

I look at what I could have had and I wish I was different.
I look at what I could have and I learn to change.

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I should never give up on my goals in life right? Nor should you (yes, YOU! -jabs finger at reader-). It is not good to give up. If you slip up in your efforts just forgive yourself and move on. Life will continue whether or not you want to wade in the pool of self pity. Don't even bother dipping your foot into it! Just get out and move on. I hate sitting in that pool of misery because it drains you of every bit of strength and hope you have left.

get over it and move on!

matter to me

what I consider one of the 'last year of high school' songs. :D

***

I thought some things don't change but they do. Isn't that sad? But I cannot stop anyone from embracing who they really are. Maybe in reality we're all too different and knowing each other was just a moment in time. We see things differently know and we both know it. We all know it. I thought I had you compared to the rest but I don't do I? You take things better than I do. Let's stop pretending. Clearly we don't have what we used to.

public speaking

I lost today but I didn't care. I had fun though. I saw David, Rue Anne and Janice (who I missed so much. It was fun seeing her again) I didn't mind losing. I never intended to win. Yeah yeah, bad attitude but it is the truth. my heart wasn't in it at all.

Thank god this week is over. I'm so glad it is. I feel better now that public speaking is out of the way. Its negative me again so yes, I'm glad the memorising of speeches is done with. WOOHOO. Now the focus on studies and future kicks in. :/ that's good actually. YAY! :D :D

hrm. now this post looks very pointless. =_=

smurfy jess

that is Jessica. well. it looks like her. kinda.

GRace says:
you look like a smurf
-jessica-- easier said than done, but, back to first base! ^^ says:
what's a smurf?

Proud

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try

What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people

If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?

Proud, Heather Small

tweety bird

acopoco (pronounced.. A-KO-PO-KO). -_- i know.. but that's tiny. :D

La Vie Boheme

Bo⋅he⋅mi⋅an

 a person, as an artist or writer, who lives and acts free of regard for conventional rules and practices.

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maybe that does not sound like me at all but in my opinion, I am bohemian. Sort of. You see, with the trends of the world pointing one way, the less traditional and less conservative way, I go in the opposite direction. The conservative and traditional methods appeal to me. Along time, the meaning and definition of bohemian has changed. People and the way we live change. No surprise then that the traditionalists are considered 'boho'.

type A

OH PLEASE forgive me if I don't care.

LOST

is it easy to lose it all in a moment?
Lose money, your home, your friends, your family, your faith.

lose yourself?

I think it is possible. And it is also very real. Struggling in life with many different opposing forces does make you just want to GIVE UP and when you do, everything is a downward spiral.

aeiou

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naive. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself. ~ Ralph Ellison, "Invisible Man"

meow?

This week will be full of inspiration and things to do, so keep your planner around. And don't forget to write down all the flashes of genius that will be coming your way. Even if some of these revelations will seem a little bit crazy, don't limit yourself. In time, you'll be able to pick out your very best ideas.

:) :0 :/ >)

Hopefully that horoscope thing works out in my favour. I've got to go get ready for Cathecism class and Mass. Today's reading is going to be extremely long since its Palm Sunday. Easter's next week. :D YAY!

happiness is

Being happy is not hard really. I know, you're probably thinking "Right..." THIS coming from the girl who always complains about the little things that come her way. I know I do that. But honestly, I think happiness is not hard to achieve.

Being happy about the normal things in life. Being able to spend time with your family, being able to go to school, being able to have homework to do, being able to have a future to look forward to. Just being alive is a blessing we should ALL be grateful for.

Yes, yes, being happy is not easy when things go wrong. But most of the time, when things do go wrong and we get mad, its usually because its our fault that things go wrong. WE cause things to mess up, WE are lazy to study, WE give up much too easily. It is basically our fault we mess up most of the time and make ourselves unhappy.

SOLUTION?

Don't mess up. Study, exercise, talk to that person you wish you could have, say NO when you don't want to do something. If you do mess up although you've tried your best, let it go. Who cares anymore right? You've done your best. You've done all you could.

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Guess what? I got number 2 in class. :D YAY! Gan Chien Yin got number 1 (surprise, surprise -.-). Next term I need to get straight A's!! @_@