closure

seeing one of my friends so devastated was a punch in the gut. Ee Vien's face was BEYOND tears. Her devastation was so.. gosh, i choke up thinking about it.

:(

you know what sucks? seeing the usually cheerful girl looking so .. beyond description.

what sucks more? I can't help her.

what sucks the most? when you need closure, the person you ask it from doesn't care.

this probably is coming from a very :( me but I just want all of you to know that I love you. all of you. I appreciate everyone of you. I really really really do. remember that!!

It takes moments like this to really show you what's important and where people stand. I hope that I can be there for my friends when they need me. I know I'm hopeless sometimes but from now on, I'll do my best. if you need me, I'm there! I promise.

to Suan-Suan: thanks for the Christmas card. :)